At home on a Friday night

I find myself not doing much of anything. It's good to know I don't have to but like most people, I guess, I'd like to. Not just in theory but I'd like to actually be doing something right now. And it seems unbelievable, with all the ideas people have come up with, that I just can't think of anything I'd like to do now. Kind of like craving something to eat and not knowing what you're in the mood for. Don't you just hate that... So now I'm not gonna do anything useful (my privilege) or anything creative (not enough energy). The things I might want to do. Now I'm just going to play yet another movie on my lap top and escape into another world. And believe it or not, but if that doesn't suffice then I'll play a game of spider solitaire to make things more exciting. I guess that's life for most people. Just not a very worthwhile one; at least for tonight. If you too find you can't think of anything while being alone then surround yourself with people who make your life more exciting. Thank you to mine, especially the one. You know who you are.